Love and Hate...

Have you ever felt like you love and hate a person??Well i certainly do with my boyfriend most of the time as i hate that he promises me things but he will never do,i hate that he orders me around like a maid to do laundry, clean up and etc...Even when i am sick!!!Where did all the symphaty go?I'm his girlfriend not his 24/7 free maid service ok...Besides, he is like 11 years older than me shouldn't he be the one pampering me with gifts and stuff??Not to mention he is so damn unromantic...Sometimes i feel better when i'm single...But then again i have no choice as i am staying with him...I know all this sounds really bad but you may be asking why do i still wanna be with a guy like him?? I seriously don't know...the first time when i saw him he seems like someone that i know long time ago..now that i mention it's quite creepy to think about it...i didn't even see him before...maybe it is what the old folks say...it's all about the past life and maybe i had some sort of connection with him..??Do you believe in reincarnation and karma??i am quite pang tang(superstitious) so i believe it alot...I mean maybe in my last life i owed him something??But he does have his plus side to him sometimes...He will bring me to see a doctor when i sick..Ocassionally get some Hello kitty stuff to cheer me up..Bring me to Sim Lim Square to do my custom made computer...And bring me to watch movies!!This is the part that i like about him...My stead must love to watch movie as much as i do as i am seriously a movie junkie...and I can't stand someone who hates watching movies...it's so damn boring(mich if you are reading this you know who i am refering to..)...I mean Singapore is only like a small country..and...What else can you do besides shopping ,watching movies and eating delicacies??Yummy!!!Any way i know some of you will be saying... going to clubs is one option.. but i am not the kind that likes clubbing as much as before...I mean i have been there and done that...It is like so boring to club and waste so much on midnight cab fare and drinks...Besides what is there to see in clubbing??No cute guys at all just the old farts at the table trying to hook girls..and..the night life in Singapore is not as happening as Overseas and even the pole dancer in Overseas are way much more experienced..I recently went to Lunar with Mich(before my horrible face irritation..) and i saw that the dancers are just wearing skimpy clothes
and strutting up and down the pole with no pole dancing skills at all..even a old grandma can beat them in pole dancing
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Never the less the pole dancer's job is to wear skimpy outfits and look trashy...I mean how come the dancers are not trained to do pole dancing at all??Maybe they should hire an instructor??
Any way the guys(especially the old "ah pek" = uncles)still can fawn, go gah gah and drip their saliva over the girls...and..btw the uncles look like those ***king hyenas that you see in Lion King movie ....Any way Lunar is not that bad,the ambiance is subtle and it's decor is so chinese and red but it's quite nice overall..I think that the singers that they have over at Lunar rocks as their vocals are quite strong and powerful and they could really sing... Any way the experience there wasn't so bad so basically i will give the place a rating of 7/10??