Love and Hate...

Have you ever felt like you love and hate a person??Well i certainly do with my boyfriend most of the time as i hate that he promises me things but he will never do,i hate that he orders me around like a maid to do laundry, clean up and etc...Even when i am sick!!!Where did all the symphaty go?I'm his girlfriend not his 24/7 free maid service ok...Besides, he is like 11 years older than me shouldn't he be the one pampering me with gifts and stuff??Not to mention he is so damn unromantic...Sometimes i feel better when i'm single...But then again i have no choice as i am staying with him...I know all this sounds really bad but you may be asking why do i still wanna be with a guy like him?? I seriously don't know...the first time when i saw him he seems like someone that i know long time ago..now that i mention it's quite creepy to think about it...i didn't even see him before...maybe it is what the old folks say...it's all about the past life and maybe i had some sort of connection with him..??Do you believe in reincarnation and karma??i am quite pang tang(superstitious) so i believe it alot...I mean maybe in my last life i owed him something??But he does have his plus side to him sometimes...He will bring me to see a doctor when i sick..Ocassionally get some Hello kitty stuff to cheer me up..Bring me to Sim Lim Square to do my custom made computer...And bring me to watch movies!!This is the part that i like about him...My stead must love to watch movie as much as i do as i am seriously a movie junkie...and I can't stand someone who hates watching movies...it's so damn boring(mich if you are reading this you know who i am refering to..)...I mean Singapore is only like a small country..and...What else can you do besides shopping ,watching movies and eating delicacies??Yummy!!!Any way i know some of you will be saying... going to clubs is one option.. but i am not the kind that likes clubbing as much as before...I mean i have been there and done that...It is like so boring to club and waste so much on midnight cab fare and drinks...Besides what is there to see in clubbing??No cute guys at all just the old farts at the table trying to hook girls..and..the night life in Singapore is not as happening as Overseas and even the pole dancer in Overseas are way much more experienced..I recently went to Lunar with Mich(before my horrible face irritation..) and i saw that the dancers are just wearing skimpy clothes
and strutting up and down the pole with no pole dancing skills at all..even a old grandma can beat them in pole dancing
...
Never the less the pole dancer's job is to wear skimpy outfits and look trashy...I mean how come the dancers are not trained to do pole dancing at all??Maybe they should hire an instructor??
Any way the guys(especially the old "ah pek" = uncles)still can fawn, go gah gah and drip their saliva over the girls...and..btw the uncles look like those ***king hyenas that you see in Lion King movie ....Any way Lunar is not that bad,the ambiance is subtle and it's decor is so chinese and red but it's quite nice overall..I think that the singers that they have over at Lunar rocks as their vocals are quite strong and powerful and they could really sing... Any way the experience there wasn't so bad so basically i will give the place a rating of 7/10??

My boyfriend finally finish his drama serial about Bruce Lee!!!

Today my boyfriend finally finishes the new drama serial of 50 episodes about his idol Bruce Lee...The actor in the movie look very much like him and talk and acted the same way as him...
According to my boyfriend in the later stages of the show,the way the actor displays his kung fu is almost as quick and fast just like the heavenly idol Bruce Lee himself!!!
I know he always rave about Bruce Lee and how much he hoped Bruce was alive so that he can fly to the US just to learn kung fu from him..Is he like obsessed with Bruce Lee or what...
Btw the show i am talking about is called China Mountain Big Brother(1971)or The Legend of Bruce Lee李小龙传奇..
I know the english title is kinda cheesey but i heard from my boyfriend with lights glowing in his eyes that the movie is really good as it really shows how Bruce Lee went from a nobody to become a Kung Fu Legend in everyone's heart!!!
There is even a Bruce Lee holiday in the US!!!FYI(for your information), i don't even know that there is such a day!!!
Well maybe i should start watching the drama series and rate whether it is as good as he says!!!My boyfriend also took many pictures of himself and the bronze statue when he was in Hong Kong last year..he damn vain can...
*Whisper*I think i already know what to get for my boyfriend's birthday in Dec 25 aka Christmas day...A Bruce Lee action figure...
Better go search for a good one this Christmas...

Finally finish blinging my PSP!!!

Haha...I'm so proud of myself for finally finish blinging my PSP at 3.30pm today!!!For people who have no clue on how to bling their PSP,they should go Bugis Street upstairs(the second level) to buy the gems and the glue if they want...I also bought most of my gems there...Its freaking expensive lor..So i didn't get the glue as the glue can only last 3 to 4 months...I went a little more extreme and use my ultra hard superglue(it sticks within 3 seconds believe it or not..)..therefore most of my shiny gems don't look so shiny anymore..sobzzz...

Luckily, i remember that my top coat always works wonderfully well when i apply on my nails so i deided to try on one gem and ...i am damn glad that i did use my top coat as a vanish..Here are some pictures of my completed PSP!!


MY PSP WITHOUT THE TOP COAT...DAMN UGLY RIGHT??








IN BETWEEN VANISHING MY PSP...






MY PSP FINAL PRODUCT WITH THE TOP COAT...LUCKILY THERE IS SUCH THING CALLED A TOP COAT!!BTW THE TOP COAT IS FROM THE FACE SHOP AND IT WORK WONDERS!!!










So can you see the difference??Hehehe..I had to admit that i am so smart when it comes to things like this.....

I finally took the courage to go out!!

With my super duper ugly chao tah(burnt in hokkien) face,i felt really lethargic and grumpy and i didn't want to go out at all...But thinking of the gems that i needed so badly to complete blinging my psp of course,i decided to heck care the way people look at me... I was on my boyfriend's motor bike and he had to fill the oil tank so we went to the nearest Shell station and the cashier at the shell station look at me like i was some alien from outer space!!GRHHHHHHhhhhhh...
I mean although my face looks horrible with the rashes and all, she seriously should give me a break and stop staring..When we finally reach Dhoby Gaught to get my stuff and some dinner,i kept looking down so that people will stop staring at me..I never felt so unconfident before..sobzzz...So i asked my boyfriend whether he felt uncomfortable going out with me with my face like this and he said really sweet things like i don't care how you look like... i still want you..so SWEET RIGHT??hahaha..Any way, i finally got the rest of my gems and since i am not going out till my face recover,i figured that i should be able to finish constructing my psp tomorrow...Yippee!!!As the saying goes..all good things have to wait...So wait and be patient for my finished product okay...Love ya guys who come and look at my blog daily...

Me itchy face!!!

I haven't been going out for this past few days as i was feeling abit under the weather(sore throat and coughing..) and my face looks like crap...i was allergic to some kind of product and my face broke out in rashes and its damn painful and swollen ...Sigh...i feel so depressed that i can't go out(..every time i off the aircon and feel warm, my face starts to itch like crazy!!)..i wanted to go out to get more gems to bling my psp ...But in my current condition, the face with rashes and all.. i don't think i even want to step out of my house...i look like a freak show!!!!i won't show you how's my ugly rashy face but instead i will publish photos of me with the mysterious weird stuff(s) that i applied on my face to reduce the swelling and itchiness...PS:(i didn't even go to see a doctor yet as i wanted to save some money..those stuff that i applied on my face i don't even know whether it works...*cross fingers*)You finally get to see me with no makeup at all..I know my face doesn't look as serious as the way i described but that's because i applied lots of stuff on it.. and my face condition closed up is certainly horrible!!!

Can you guess what substance i put on my face??
answers right below...

I know the first pic look like i am putting pepper on my face right? but sorry to dissapoint you, i am not so crazy....haha..
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The second pic look like er hem.. "for you guys that are thinking dirty" that's not it okay..
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The third pic look like i applied some awful green stuff onto my face..i know the pics looks kinda white but it's actually green ok...
3)


FOR PEOPLE WHO GIVE UP.. THE ANSWERS ARE....

1)西瓜粉chinese melon powder u use for ulcers and stuff..i know it sounds weird but it work wonders at healing the distress itchy skin..

2)川滑石chuan hua shi a type of chinese white powder that is good for body heat rash..i mix it with water to apply on my face...i know that it is meant for the body but i figured that if it can be used to stop itchiness,anything goes...the moment i applied it,i feel the soothing effect as it has a little of menthol content in it..

3)it is just some normal daily face moisturising cream but i use it as my face feels damn dry and itchy...

SO DID YOU GUESS ANY OF IT RIGHT??